Thursday, March 29, 2012

your number has been called

A dream
This very strange dream keeps bugging me every time I go to sleep. Sometimes, I try to stay awake for as long as possible, since it's quite agonizing. The worst part is, that it all feels so realistic. I'm not quite certain at all times, that it even is a dream.

There's a path leading me through a wooden gate. Nothing particularly showy, just a regular gate with paint half-faded away. After following this path for a while, it becomes narrower and narrower, and starts to take sudden turns. Where the path is at it's narrowest, it's also all grown in by twigs and bushes. I don't know why I always keep going. It's like something is calling me from behind the bushes.

It's like someone has lived there. floor-rugs covered with mud everywhere in different colors, and old newspapers, too. There's planks left all over the place. Probably remains of some hut built by children or something...

Then, it all becomes a blur. All I remember is a really high tone. I'd say it's a really sour F-minor, or something like that. And it's paired with another sound, a sound that sends chills through my spine every single time I hear it.

singing. Almost whispering, but with a melody. I still haven't figured out the lyrics. I'm too scared, and the other noise makes it kind of hard to hear the words.

The worst part is, when I wake up, I wake up in the middle of a sentence. Like I'm the one singing. I don't know what this means, and I'm not sure if I want to know either...

Completely fictional, just so you know. I didn't want to do poetry, so I tried to make up a short story based on those pictures. I hope it is at least somehow interesting and not too filled with grammar mistakes.
Shortly about what's happening. Kelsey-minigig today at a gallery, then reading and studying, since I'm in the middle of exam weeks.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

This light is so obvious, I want you to see

Above rooftops, there's a place
A place nobody knows of
Where leaves are rotten from last fall,
And birds no longer live

Above the city, there's a place
A place only I know of
It's rotten leaves are my only love
And I replace the birds' songs

Today, I got tired of sitting inside my room doing nothing. However, I didn't really feel like studying either. So I took my camera and went outside for a 3-hour-walk with no destination. I've got to say that Turku is a much more exciting place than I'd ever imagined. Urban exploration brings me to these places, that I didn't even know existed.

This is the first part of three photography posts that I will be releasing the next week. Also, on next saturday or sunday, I will be doing the "ask me" post. You have plenty of time to ask me questions on the post that I'll link right HERE!

My ideas for these photography posts are different from things I usually do. I will write a short story or a poem that has been inspired by the pictures above it. For really long, I've wanted to make these super artsy posts, and I hope you don't mind me going in this direction, as this was the main point for me starting this blog in the first place. To express my creativity and hopefully inspire other people to do so, too.

I hope you'll enjoy these, they will be my thank you for all the support I've gotten(already 50 readers, thank you so much).

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Ask me your questions

I've been thinking about doing an 'ask me' post, but I'm kinda afraid that I won't get enough questions :c So please, ask me ANYTHING and I'll answer(but keep it clean, please). You could ask about music, books or just life in general! There are no stupid questions, just stupid answers!

Sunday, March 18, 2012

in the end there's only love

While browsing the bands that are going to be playing at Ruisrock 2012, I found these guys! "Ewert and the two dragons" is a really awesome band from Estonia. Goes on my favorite list, yup! I randomly picked some songs for you, I hope you enjoy! I would've linked the song "All Rise" too, but I couldn't find it on youtube :c

Monday, March 12, 2012

Sky falls, you feel like it's a beautiful day

This place used to frighten me a lot. Now it didn't, though it looked way more abandoned than ever. I still didn't go inside, though I found two entrances, possibly three.. I don't know what it is with me and abandoned places. They seem to fascinate me quite a bit. I just love that I think I'm the only one there but then again, you can never tell for sure.

Talking about abandoned, I feel like I've been neglecting my blog a lot recently. I have ideas for posts, but I just can't seem to get them done. I've written a lot of original music and pondering now weather to use them for just myself or Kelsey. Life is complicated, but it seems more complicated than ever at the moment.

Anyway, I'm excited for the Hunger Games movie to come out! I've been raving about it to everyone, and I really hope it's good. Judging by the cast and trailers, it seems pretty good!

Longer text than usually, sorry for that! I just had a lot on my mind!

Wednesday, March 7, 2012


We people CAN make a change. It's time for us to take action. We all should watch this and do whatever it takes to get Kony the punishment he needs. Please watch the whole video. You know you have time for it, otherwise you wouldn't be on the computer. After watching, share this on facebook, twitter etc. for all your friends to see.


Sunday, March 4, 2012

Move on, you got to move on

My old Miss Dior fragrance is almost finished, so I decided together with my mum to get a new one. I really had never thought, that I'd find a Chanel fragrance that I'd like. I was wrong. This kind of flowery smell is perfect for me, since I don't like perfumes that are too sweet...

Shortly about my life nowadays; I miss preforming. I want to feel that adrenaline and my confidence rising with the clapping and cheering of the crowd. I really miss that.